Hmm, as strange as it is, this might be the best time when to start writing in English. As this is also most probably my last evening in Kuwait. I feel so strange at the moment that you have to excuse me for this post, as it will be far less structured than I usually want my posts to be. Honestly, I do not even know precisely what I want to say now. Just that I feel strange.
This has emotionally been a hell of a year (and my expectations is that what I have in front of me will also be a hell of something, just professionally). I have met several very interesting people, and am happy that the number of people whom I truly consider real friends has expanded a bit. You really mean a lot to me!
On a personal level, I have learnt a couple of really valuable lessons, which have made me re-evaluate several things in my life. On the other hand, I have also understood that there are certain things about me that will most probably never change. But well, that’s what makes me what I am, in the end.
Going into the tedious practical details, through 2 SMSs and a call, it turned out that I am very needed in Europe, more precisely – in Munich. So in contrary to my previous plans to spend the next month and a half lazily having a vacation in Riga, chilling in Kuwait, and then having a vacation in Poland, I will most probably have to substitute the Kuwait part with work in Munich.
If I look at the situation rationally – all is fine, because I had already prepared myself in my mind for the trip back. The only thing that I do not like is that given the change in date, I have a feeling of somewhat unfinished business. I will not be able to say good-bye to all the people I would have liked to. And also, there are some people that I met in the wrong time of my life:) But I guess, that is life, and I will just have to keep on living!